You're Beautiful

I thought it was the end. I thought it was over.
I was wrong. Turns out, it is just the begining.

You're beautiful, Don't let anyone tell you otherwise.

Not This Time

It kills me to watch.
To see the damage before it is done.
To know what is happening without having to be there.
To be absoloutly helpless.
Knowing how it feels to be alone.
Scared. Worried. Desperate.
Knowing what it feels like to want a way out.
To live just by getting through the day.
Hoping someone would notice and be able to help me.
To save me from myself.
To watch them eat away at my soul.
And again be helpess.
I can't watch this.
I won't let it happen again.
Not infront of my own eyes.
Not to someone i know, and love more than anything or anyone.
Hearing the sudden burst of laughter. Boy, do i remember how good it felt to laugh then.
And I mean actually laugh. Not pretend, but real. A feeling like no other.
But then I would be reminded of who and where I am, and I would go back to silence.
How loud silence speaks. Its unexplainable.
Im not going to let this happen again. Not now. Not Tomorrow. Not ever.
#StopBullyingNow

Change

Its funny how people drift apart.
Relationships; They fade away.
Whether it be a girlfriend/boyfriend type, or just an plain ordinary friendship.
Everything seems to change.
It's not expected that everything will always remain the same.
However, its boggling how so much can change in so little time.
One minute you consider someone your bestfriend, and the next, they can't even remember your name, let alone recognize your face.
People change, yes, we all do. but why?
We grow up, and seperate. Part our own ways. I just find it amusing that we could have all these dreams about our future. People we plan to keep in our lives forever, soon become strangers. I guess they didn't have the same life plans. but no matter how distant we grow from one and other, every single person who entered your life will never leave it. Whether it be in our memory or in reality, we'll always be together. They shaped our lives, made us become who we are. The negative people and the positive, they all changed us, for better or worse. But it's those same people who art the reason you are the way you are today. They are why you are you. And no matter how much changes occur in the future, what happened in the past will always be the same.